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i cant really pinpoint my feelings

i have been caught up with brimful of work for the past 3 days
and could not forsee how things would end this week

and today he left, whether he liked it or not
with all others left behind gathered around the table

no more politics, devil's advocate said
my eyes could have rolled from kallang to yishun and back
but they didnt

they stayed put where they were
my heart was weightless
my nerves were calm

now, my eyes are moist
but it is not really sadness in me
it may be tiredness
it may be realisation
it may be nothing

pray help the people in the carousel